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Hello my name is madeline & I was born on 20thApril 1992! I hate neglections, misunderstandings, liars, backstabbers and people who are insensitive, especially to me! I love super junior, SHINee, B2ST, (a lil’ of DBSK) & xiaozhu luo zhi xiang! :D I love music &bling stuffs, and I hope to go Taiwan and Korea sooon! (:

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

BAND. hais. i dont know why. but i got this very strong feeling ms sia dislikes me cause of the bari-tenor incident. the tone she used on me now and she used on me in the past is super different. now she goes TENORRR~. ouch. it hurts. no matter how hard i try, there's sth she can find fault at me . it's not her fault it's mine. if not how she find my mistakes. MY mistakes. MY apologies. sometimes i just feel like going right up to her and say, if you think im angry or i hate u for changing me to bari, you're wrong.
i dont want to feel utterly disappointed after every band pract ):
ROCK N ROLL EXPLOSION. i'll do my best man. i sound super off. after standing up and sitting down, i forget to breathe then no air then = bad tone = bad sound = bad tenor player. sigh. i dont anticipate or long for any of these little corrections for tenor. cause i wish to hear ms sia "screaming" at me no more.
truthfully, if i knew that i would get by tenor back after syf for sure, i guessed my disappointment that time will be reduced by a lot. anw i love both bari and tenor now. and im quite sorry for the childish tears and tantrums. boo.
i cant sightread man. liberty fanfare gave me a shock of my life. in my mind, i was like. trumpet one. melodies. i was like die. shit. can i do it? can i sightread immediately. i was scared out of my wits can. thankfully, God Blessed (:
after numerous simultaneous nightmares, here comes my heavy eyebags. NEH.
if that bari-tenor incident didnt occur, would things be like this?

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5/15/2007 09:39:00 PM