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Hello my name is madeline & I was born on 20thApril 1992! I hate neglections, misunderstandings, liars, backstabbers and people who are insensitive, especially to me! I love super junior, SHINee, B2ST, (a lil’ of DBSK) & xiaozhu luo zhi xiang! :D I love music &bling stuffs, and I hope to go Taiwan and Korea sooon! (:

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Friday, May 04, 2007

SCREWED.
everything is damn screwed today. im so sorry. so so sorry.
FIRST INCIDENT.
CHINESE PROJECT. now i know why whatever's happening is happening. im a bad leader. i failed to do the best presentation for the class, wu lao shi and our grp. i cant even let my grp members listen to me and cooperate but let them yell at me and stop me from doing things that i want. all my hardwork. GONE. wasted. thanks to that five minutes of fumbles and lousy ppt. i dont know what to say. it's like. why dont u do sth properly and do it well when u spent so much time and effort on it? isnt it equivalent to presenting something effortlessly without hardwork? cause u still get that darn grade. the lousy grade. when u want to do it, do your best. i didnt see teamwork, cooperation and tolerance. wth?
SECOND INCIDENT.
NAPFA five items. i think my gold has dropped to a bronze. my NAPFA five items and 2.4 was damn screwed. the days before NAPFA were both a bad one. hence, i achieved such "FANTASTIC" results this year. hell. it hurts. i dont deserve that bronze right?
THIRD INCIDENT.
i dont know why and how i tore junying's consent form into almost two. im super duper sorry. sorry to tear your paper. sorry for sticking it back so hurriedly and stick it until super untidy and ugly. sorry junying.
FOURTH INCIDENT.
i actually played A Major scale for concert C on my tenor. i didnt even know what i was doing i just played finish the whole scale without realising. i feel so stupid.
i feel damn clumsy today. what a bad day for me. i screwed up so many things. should i be ashamed of myself? maybe i should.
When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
someday but when?

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5/04/2007 10:45:00 AM